So this is what I know...
May. 10th, 2007 11:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dksmIt can't be horrible horrible TV if it makes you angry and it makes you sad and it makes you cry and it makes you root for both sides. And I did all those things tonight.
I yelled at the TV and at Meredith when she told Derek she had to go to the funeral alone. And I was decidedly Team Derek.
I yelled at the TV and at Derek when he didn't go after her when she went passed him. But I feel like he's getting the short end of the stick on this one...still, I was a tiny bit Team Meredith.
I was sad for Addison. And I laughed at Addi and Callie's silliness. Please take Callie with you to LA Addison.
I cried when Mer told Richard he wasn't her dad and you could just tell that she wished that he was. And Ellen deserves an emmy. She made me cry! And part of me gets why Mer is like she is and pushes everyone away. And I was Team Meredith.
And I hated George and Izzie "the couple" but I loved George and Izzie trying to help Meredith. And I loved Christina saying she'd go after Mer but not realizing that just pushed Derek away more. Which made me Team Derek
And I got a tiny bit mad at Derek for flirting with bar slut (who is sooooo Mer's sister). But I was proud that he walked away.
And I know that I really had no interest in any of the storylines tonight except Mer and Derek and maybe a tiny bit of Addison and a tiny bit of Bailey.
I just go back and forth. Because I know that Meredith is screwed up and I know that she pushes people away and that she is pushing Derek away. So in that way it is her fault. And I know that Derek isn't seeing all the stuff that has gone on and he didn't see her Dad yell at her again and he doesn't see how it affects her because she's just not letting him in at ALL so in that way it is not his fault. She avoids and he walks away. But they just need to stop and to grow up and just figure it out . Which is why at the end of the day, I'm Team Derek and Meredith...together.
And I know this...they need to figure it out. Because breaking them up is just stupid. Shonda Rhimes says she wants her characters to move forward. Breaking up or creating a new triangle with Mer's sister is stupid and backward. It is time for Dramatic Television to grow up and move forward.
And I know that I still care. And that I love this stupid show even if it does infuriate me. And it will be over next week so I'll stop talking about it all the time. And after next week I'll either still love it....or I'll walk away.
Because I don't go backward. It's either Team Meredith and Derek...or I don't watch.
***The above was my comment on the Grey's Writer's Blog for tonight's episode***
I just kept yelling "FIX IT! FIX MEREDITH!" at the screen. Well me and my friends did. I don't yell at my TV when I'm alone. Well sometimes but anyway....
I just....seriously, stop screwing up Meredith. If I was Meredith...at this point...after this year...Yeah I'd go find myself another ocean and drown myself again. The writers need to fix this....this sucks...I mean parts of it are good but it sucks because the show is not at all fun. This show was fun in the beginning. It wasn't all dark and twisty...it had a few moments here and there but this show was fun. I miss the fun. I don't want to be promised fun next season...I'm watching THIS season. I want fun now before I decide to NOT WATCH next season.
Yeah, so I'll return to being not so Grey's-minded after next week...well maybe the week after (gotta have the post finale freak out). But this next week will probably be me freaking out about Grey's all week. With a side order of Gilmore Girls series finale saddness (speaking of shows I stopped watching when they sucked). So yeah....that is me.
I yelled at the TV and at Meredith when she told Derek she had to go to the funeral alone. And I was decidedly Team Derek.
I yelled at the TV and at Derek when he didn't go after her when she went passed him. But I feel like he's getting the short end of the stick on this one...still, I was a tiny bit Team Meredith.
I was sad for Addison. And I laughed at Addi and Callie's silliness. Please take Callie with you to LA Addison.
I cried when Mer told Richard he wasn't her dad and you could just tell that she wished that he was. And Ellen deserves an emmy. She made me cry! And part of me gets why Mer is like she is and pushes everyone away. And I was Team Meredith.
And I hated George and Izzie "the couple" but I loved George and Izzie trying to help Meredith. And I loved Christina saying she'd go after Mer but not realizing that just pushed Derek away more. Which made me Team Derek
And I got a tiny bit mad at Derek for flirting with bar slut (who is sooooo Mer's sister). But I was proud that he walked away.
And I know that I really had no interest in any of the storylines tonight except Mer and Derek and maybe a tiny bit of Addison and a tiny bit of Bailey.
I just go back and forth. Because I know that Meredith is screwed up and I know that she pushes people away and that she is pushing Derek away. So in that way it is her fault. And I know that Derek isn't seeing all the stuff that has gone on and he didn't see her Dad yell at her again and he doesn't see how it affects her because she's just not letting him in at ALL so in that way it is not his fault. She avoids and he walks away. But they just need to stop and to grow up and just figure it out . Which is why at the end of the day, I'm Team Derek and Meredith...together.
And I know this...they need to figure it out. Because breaking them up is just stupid. Shonda Rhimes says she wants her characters to move forward. Breaking up or creating a new triangle with Mer's sister is stupid and backward. It is time for Dramatic Television to grow up and move forward.
And I know that I still care. And that I love this stupid show even if it does infuriate me. And it will be over next week so I'll stop talking about it all the time. And after next week I'll either still love it....or I'll walk away.
Because I don't go backward. It's either Team Meredith and Derek...or I don't watch.
***The above was my comment on the Grey's Writer's Blog for tonight's episode***
I just kept yelling "FIX IT! FIX MEREDITH!" at the screen. Well me and my friends did. I don't yell at my TV when I'm alone. Well sometimes but anyway....
I just....seriously, stop screwing up Meredith. If I was Meredith...at this point...after this year...Yeah I'd go find myself another ocean and drown myself again. The writers need to fix this....this sucks...I mean parts of it are good but it sucks because the show is not at all fun. This show was fun in the beginning. It wasn't all dark and twisty...it had a few moments here and there but this show was fun. I miss the fun. I don't want to be promised fun next season...I'm watching THIS season. I want fun now before I decide to NOT WATCH next season.
Yeah, so I'll return to being not so Grey's-minded after next week...well maybe the week after (gotta have the post finale freak out). But this next week will probably be me freaking out about Grey's all week. With a side order of Gilmore Girls series finale saddness (speaking of shows I stopped watching when they sucked). So yeah....that is me.
